Happy Ramblings

I've been busy with school. I don't really love it, but I do not hate it either. I'm surprisingly doing good in class. Lol. We just had our exam this morning for this module I'm taking right now. I wasn't able to review because I was too lazy and too busy with other things, good thing the most of the questions are situational and there were no enumerations asked. And lol, about the photos above, that was my outfit this morning. My ex-boyfriend left a comment implying that I gained weight. He always does that. Last time he left a comment on my photos, he also said the same thing. :-/ But whatevs, I know it's true. I gained weight, but hey, I don't mind! Well, I do mind, but.. It's not a big deal. I think I still look okay. Right? When I was in college, I used to complain because no matter how often I stayed up late at night, i didn't get eyebags. But now, my eyebags are fixed feature of my face. :)) What should I do to get rid of them? Don't tell...

My Tita rebonded my hair. Finally. I can wake up later than the usual now because I don't need to spend almost 2 hours in drying and ironing my hair! heehee! And I cut my bangs. Yey. My hair looks really longer now. I like it! :) Andd, yeah. So I changed my blogger design. I am not really satisfied with how it looks right now but I need to go to bed already. I put back the old header and just changed the background image. I'm going to fix the design some other time. School's taking so much of my time, I don't like it. -_- Take care you guys! :)

So, I started going to this training last week. I'm surprised that I am so determined to finish this short course. I already finished two modules 2 years ago, so I only have to finish three more. I'm asking permission to take two modules next month and I'm really hoping that they will allow me to. If they agree to let me take two modules at a time, I'm going to finish the training in no time. See? That is how determined I am this time. LOL. But seriously, after working for a year and saved nothing, I am so decided to leave the country and work somewhere else. I realized that if I want to earn more and help my family, the best way is to leave the country. I hope my plan pushes through! Please, God? :) So anyway, classes were suspended today. I decided not to go home and go to the nearest mall instead, I just got some of my earnings from my part time job anyway. I originally wanted to go to SM North Edsa because Etude House just opened there, but I changed my mind a...

I did not really intend to post something until tomorrow, but it's a very good date. I cannot not have have anything posted on 10.10.10! Allow me to talk about something important tonight. Yes. Extremely important. My hair frustration . -_- I was born with a naturally curly hair. It was cute when I was young, people who saw when I was still a baby told me that my face hair was really like those of a doll's. Really curly. Good thing it didn't stay that way. Eventually, my hair straighten up a little , but it's still wavy and unruly . *looks for old photos* I can't find any photo where my hair is really curly. Most of my childhood photos are in Mindoro that's why. I found this, though. My cousin Sarah scanned this for me. I was glad they still have our old photos at their house in Toronto. So yeah. That's how my hair looks like without any treatment and without the help of a blow dryer or flat iron. I started having my hair treated when I was in 2nd Year H...

Grabe lang! Ang bilis ng araw! Few more days and it's gonna be Christmas again! I need to save up already! =) So anyway, I was supposed to buy the Pink Nokia C3 phone this week, but then I decided to spend my money on a different way (I'm going to talk about that later). I will still buy it though. I'm just going to give it as a Christmas gift for myself! :) My earnings on my part time job is good, I think I will be able to save up for the pink phone by writing! I was out almost the whole day today. I paid the bills, bought some stuff and inquired on something. Heehee. If you you're an old reader from my previous blog, you might recall that I once enrolled in this institute for the Caregiver program. I stopped on my third module because I didn't really want to do it that time. I mentioned before that I want to work abroad, so yeah. I'm working on it now, enrolling is my first step. :)) I saw one of my previous trainer at the CG school and she told me that a lo...

I bought new colors yesterday! I wanted to buy three more but I decided not to. I just got my nails done few days ago, they still look pretty, not chipped at all, but I already want to re-do it. I'm so excited to use my new polishes. lmao. Why am I so lazy to blog again? Oh. I'm actually not lazy. I just have nothing to blog. -_-

Wow. Time flies so fast. It's September already. I can smell Christmas now! Hello Christmas shopping, hello bankruptcy! I'm thinking of making a wishlist, but I think it's too early for now. Sooo. I've been spending a lot of time on tumblr again. I missed tumblr so much! I'm fangirling there most of the time! I left twitter for now. The other day, I forgot that I was trying to stay away from twitter and I replied to my former officemate's tweet. lol. So, since I left twitter, I kind of went back on Plurk. Ha! Wala lang. Plurk is so silent now. There used to be A LOT of people there. What else? I don't really have anything to blog. My life is boring lately. I'm mostly reading stuff online, writing some articles, watching Asian dramas, sleeping. The usual.. Oh. And since I won't be able to go with my friends in Ilocos, I'm thinking of using the money to buy a new phone. I really like the pink one! My cousin got a C3 phone and she says it awesome. ...

Sooo. I went to this job interview the other day and I am pretty sure that I messed up. While the interviewer was telling me things about the company, I couldn't help but yawn. It's not that what she was saying was boring, I just didn't get enough sleep. To be honest, I did not even sleep the night before. The interview was held at 2PM and I was awake for almost 36 hours that time. I don't even remember clearly the things I said there! lol. How am I gonna get a job if I show up in an interview like that. Sheesh. On other news, I'm so happy that my sister's laptop is okay now. Good thing the only problem was the charger. I brought the laptop at Acer Service Center in Otis to have it checked. I was told that I have nothing to worry about because its working fine and is still in a very good condition. Dapat lang, its still new, not even a year old . The charger is almost P1,100. I was honestly expecting it to be more expensive, but thank goodness it isn't...

We attended this wedding in Bauan, Batangas yesterday and it got me thinking.. Kelan kaya ako mag aasawa? lmao. I know that it's not gonna be in the near future, because apparently I still do not have someone to marry. But I sure do want to get married, I will get married someday! When I get married, I want everything to be perfect (who doesn't want it to be, anyway)! Although pink is my favorite color, I don't think I want it to be the color of my wedding. See the color of my dress? I think I want that color. It's bright and I love it. I don't like a long wedding dress. I want it to be just knee length, but I want a long pretty veil. I don't want my hair tied up, too. I think I look best with my hair down. HAHA!! I want a pretty church. I want the reception to be held somewhere which has a very nature-y feel. And of course, I want gorgeous, pretty pre nup and wedding pictures!!!! :)) Wow. Thinking about marriage. I think I'm really getting old. I have ...

Hey, hey! So I finally managed to 'try' blogging. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I hope I finish this entry. lol So I'm jobless once again. Not something to be proud of, but I'm just saying. For the past year, I have been sleep deprived and I missed out on a lot of gatherings. I am currently enjoying my free time. I sleep a lot. I don't even go online so much, I rather sleep or just stay in bed. I don't regret resigning. I am loving it to bits! A former officemate was teasing me that I miss someone from the office, but I told him that I do not miss anyone there just yet. I think I love being able to fully rest and relax so much that I don't even have time to miss anyone. In relation with this, I attended this job interview few days ago and it went well. The salary offer isn't appealing but the perks of the work are! Plus I love where the office is! I can't make up my mind. I want to work already because Forever 21 just opened (I'm telling m...

I use public transportation a LOT. And being a commuter, I get to see/observe so many things. One of the eyesores in public transportation, in my opinion, is Public Display of Affection. I mean, it's okay to show your affection towards the person you love.. But please, please don't make it 'too affectionate'. There are couples who show too much affection, it even makes me wanna barf sometimes. If you're in a vacation spot, in your car, in your house, or anywhere private.. go be all sweety-lovey-dovey all you want. Didn't they realize that what they are doing distract the other commuters? Don't they notice that almost all eyes are on them? There are sweetness that make you wanna go "Awww" but there those that make you wanna go all "Ewwwwwww". How I wish they know when and where to be like that. Let me tell you what I consider as the worst jeepney-pda-encounter. Of course, there's a boy and a girl. The girl was so clingy, it looked lik...

Yes, I'm still here.

I can really be superficial sometimes. If there’s one thing I want to change about myself, its being superficial. I hate how I turn down something or someone because of shallow reason. I can be really be appreciative of the littlest things but I also get displeased easily. I hate how I lost interest in some guy just because he used ‘win’ instead of ‘won’. I hate how I lost interest in someone just because he used ‘post’ instead of ‘pose’. I hate how I controlled my feelings for someone just because I am taller than him. I hate how I did not give someone a chance just because he wears big shirts and baggy pants. I hate how I don’t reply to a message because hE tYpeZ LiKe THiS. I hate how I don’t reply to IMs just because someone asked “kumain ba u” instead of “Kumain ka na ba?” WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME.:(

Change is inevitable.One of my professors in college loves saying that. My 2009 was filled with changes. I welcomed some of those changes with open arms because I know that those changes are for the better. There are some changes though that I didn`t really like and wished that they just stayed the way they were before. Mmkay. So I`ll try to talk about these changes one by one. First, of course, I`m working already. Ha. Ha. Now, this change is one of those which I love and totally for the better right? I am so glad and blessed that my first officemates are so nice, they didn't let me feel left out since day 1.Of course you can't be friends with everyone naman, but based on some kwentos I've heard from some friends, I really think I've hit the jackpot when it comes to officemates. :)). I don't really like what I'm doing anymore, but because I have awesome officemates, I keep on going. Second, after five years of not living together, me and my siblings are back...

Wow. I'm totally neglecting my blogspot now. HAHA! So. let's make this quick and short. I'm excited for Wednesday. My father's going home! YAY! I've been really happy these past few days. Really. I'm loving my work and workmates even more. :) I don't think I can buy a new phone by January. I can't stop myself from buying every little things that catch my attention. I bought a new perfume. HAHA. If I only I had known that my mother's sending me one, I wouldn't have bought a perf. Oh wells, I'm loving the scent of Lacoste's Touch of Pink so okay na din. My Tita's sending me my fave perfume! I think she's sending me two. WAHA. Clinique Happy Heart, namimiss na kita ng sobra. We'll be together again soon. January to be a little more exact. :P What else? Oh, I have a fever right now. My throat hurts. I went home early from work kanina. I hope I'd be feeling okay na tomorrow. I don't want to miss work. :-| Oh, remember when ...

I hate it when I couldn't take my eyes off someone. Be it a random stand by or someone who's sitting/standing across me on the train. Haha I end up staring at people and those people end up looking at me with that "What the f*ck are you looking at" look. :-& Embarassing, I know. I'm trying to stop doing that but there are times when I just couldn't! LOL I love people watching. One of the reasons why I love hanging out at coffee shops (alone) or sitting by the window when travelling is because I get to watch people. And you know what's funny, I recognize people's faces easily. I can tell if that person is someone I happened to be with on the same train, or someone who was falling in line in a fastfood chain I often buy at. And of course you guys know how much of an online person I am. I love blog hopping and cyberstalking. ;)) And sometimes, I recognize people's faces because I saw their pictures with someone on the net. HAHA! Am I weird or what...

Kanina, I was riding a bus on my way home. After office hours, kaya naman punuan na talaga sa bus. Every seat was taken already so yung mga passengers na kakasakay lang, nakatayo na. One of those passengers na sumakay is pregnant. I swear, her tummy looks like it's gonna explode. Ang laki na talaga. So I was hoping na sana, SANA, yung mga lalake na nakaupo, na hindi naman elderly or disabled eh mag offer man lang ng seat dun sa buntis . Pero guess what? No one did! Tss. Grabe na talaga. I offered my seat instead. The husband of the pregnant lady commented, "Babae pa talaga yung tumayo." Kase nga naman, sobrang dami naman na guys na nakaupo, mukhang physically fit naman, hindi man lang nagmagandang loob. Simple act of kindess man lang, hindi magawa. Sus. Okay na nga na hindi ka offer-an ng seat kapag babae ka diba? Accepted na ng society yun. Pero if it's an eldery, disabled or pregnant, aba. Ibang usapan na yun diba? Hay nako nga naman. Pati ba naman kindness, ma...

We still don't have internet at our new house! Boo. But Mama Oyeth said that Bayantel has already approved our application so we just have to wait a LITTLE (hope so!) longer. I turned 22! I celebrated it with my best friends (June 5), family (June 10 - birthday!) and with BFF (June 12). I am now seriously looking for a job. HAHA. SERIOUSLY. Wish me luck. :) My siblings are going to school na. So yeah, I'm done with all the papers and requirements needed for their schools. Wala na akong excuse para hindi magtrabaho! =)) I miss blogging! Pffft.

I honestly am not feeling a-okay lately. I'm currently going through something I wish I didn't haveto go through. I was never the type of person who talks about problems as long as I can endure it. I opt to keep it to myself and cry a little when I feel like it’s getting a little too heavy for me to carry alone. I thank God that He made me a happy person, someone who always find a reason to smile and have fun even if sometimes everything seems to be so messed up. Sometimes though, I wish He made me as someone who could easily open up to a friend , someone who could talk to people about her problems. I have wonderful friends and I love them dearly, but like what I said, I’m just not the type of person who shares problems. I am the type of person who’d rather listen to my friends’ problems than talk about mine. I know my friends will always be there to listen to what I have to stay, to help me in every way they can..but most of the time, their presence are good enough for me to...

So I finally decided to make a new blog. It took me a lot of thinking before making a new one and here I am! I really wanted to continue blogging at my other blog but I dunno, I suddenly lost the urge to write and update there. :-/ So what have I been up to since i stopped blogging? April 22 – We finally moved in the apartment. We were supposed to move in earlier but we didn’t finish fixing some stuffs on time so yeah, April 22nd! We still aren’t finish beautifying the apartment, still have to finish wallpapering rooms and we still don’t have furniture but we’ll survive with what we have at the moment – for now. April 27 – Mama Oyeth and ate Arlene went with me to the hospital for my check up. It was my first time to see an OB so I was kind of nervous. Trans-rectal churva was a fucker. HAHA. I swear not to visit an OB ever again! Hahahahah! So anyway, the check up was okay (except for the trans rectal). Dr. Rivera said I'm fine. Well, kinda. As usual, m y hemoglobin count is u...