Happy Ramblings

Hey, hey! So I finally managed to 'try' blogging. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I hope I finish this entry. lol So I'm jobless once again. Not something to be proud of, but I'm just saying. For the past year, I have been sleep deprived and I missed out on a lot of gatherings. I am currently enjoying my free time. I sleep a lot. I don't even go online so much, I rather sleep or just stay in bed. I don't regret resigning. I am loving it to bits! A former officemate was teasing me that I miss someone from the office, but I told him that I do not miss anyone there just yet. I think I love being able to fully rest and relax so much that I don't even have time to miss anyone. In relation with this, I attended this job interview few days ago and it went well. The salary offer isn't appealing but the perks of the work are! Plus I love where the office is! I can't make up my mind. I want to work already because Forever 21 just opened (I'm telling m...

Today marks my one year in the company, but few days from today, I'd be officially jobless again. I submitted my resignation a day after my birthday. I decided to resign because I'm not happy with what I'm doing any more. I've reached the point where I'd make excuses so that I could miss work. I know that it's best for me to resign. Getting terminated because of absences is not part of my plan, lol. Well, yeah, I'd be back to my bum life again -- which I'm missing terribly, btw. Looking forward to waking up at any time that I want! My last day at work will be on the 28th. On my way home from work a while ago, it finally sank in. I am resigning in few days and I'm getting sad already. I'm going to miss my officemates/friends so much. They've all been so good to me. I feel so welcomed and loved there. I'm going to miss our kulitan, the sigawan, the tawanan. Everything. :( When I was just starting there, I decided not to open up so much to...

Decision making is always a hard thing for me to do. I'm not really a strong person, so deciding on something major really is real challenge. I tend to chicken out, so I end up not making a decision and just let things be. Weighing pros and cons, trying to see what my decision would cause, considering people that might get affected with the possible decision I would make. Haay. I usually end up making spur of the moment decisions or make decisions based on other people's choices. I already made a decision about something. I'm scared, nervous but also excited. I actually have a lot to blog but I've been so busy. I'm turning 23 in few days! Wow. I'm getting old. :)

For almost 6 months, I distanced my self from some of my friends. It was hard for me, because being with them is always like a party. When I'm with them, it's always fun and happy. I always look forward to meeting up with them. Reality check - friendship or any other relationships tend to face hardships, misunderstadings and such.. We already kind of went through one few years back, but it didn't last this long and not this serious. It all started last August. I thought and hoped that given some time, everything and everyone would cool down. Apparently, that didn't happen. In fact, it became worse. There used to be just one issue, now there are two.. Or more. One of those friends celebrated her birthday few days ago. I sent her a text message and greeted her on Facebook, too. She replied to my wall post and I realized that I am missing them so much. My eyes started tearing eup upon reading her reply. :( So I decided that distancing myself from them is enough. I went bac...

I use public transportation a LOT. And being a commuter, I get to see/observe so many things. One of the eyesores in public transportation, in my opinion, is Public Display of Affection. I mean, it's okay to show your affection towards the person you love.. But please, please don't make it 'too affectionate'. There are couples who show too much affection, it even makes me wanna barf sometimes. If you're in a vacation spot, in your car, in your house, or anywhere private.. go be all sweety-lovey-dovey all you want. Didn't they realize that what they are doing distract the other commuters? Don't they notice that almost all eyes are on them? There are sweetness that make you wanna go "Awww" but there those that make you wanna go all "Ewwwwwww". How I wish they know when and where to be like that. Let me tell you what I consider as the worst jeepney-pda-encounter. Of course, there's a boy and a girl. The girl was so clingy, it looked lik...

I have been contemplating about looking for a new job for some time now. I already know what it's like working in a call center, and that alone is a reason for me look for a new job. When I was just about to graduate, my mom and one of my titas would always warn me not to apply in a call center. Well, apparently, I did not listen to them. Heehee. I told them that I really wanted to work in a call center, even for just 6 months. Why do people stay in a company anyway? Love for the job? Dedication to the company? Friends they made? The pay is good? What else? Love for the job. I can't really say that I love what I am doing. There are times when i enjoy it, but lately.. Lately I just feel so tired of doing/saying the same things. It's just too repetitive for me now. I always feel sleepy at work, I don't look forward to taking calls.. There are times when I just really don't want to work. Dedication to the company. I can say that working for this company is something t...

I wasn't able to make my own layout because 1.) I don't know what to do and 2.) I am just too lazy to think. I think I'm gonna stick with this layout for now. So, update update! Finally, after months and months of not seeing each other, me and some of my college friends finally met up again. Wow. I didn't know that setting up a mini reunion would be that challenging. lol When I was still a student, I've always believed that setting up a get together would be easy as long as every one is willing. Well, I was wrong. It's really really not easy to gather everyone up becuase our schedule doesn't meet. Our mini reunion was planned for more than a month. Some of those who confirmed were not able to come due to unexpected circumstances, so it's really frustrating somehow. Although there were just nine of us, it was so much fun. I hope the next get together won't take so long. Here are some of the pictures! April 23, we went to my cousins' gradaution ...